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197. A pattern

Now I have started to think; that the introductory part of the situation, where I was influenced in 1975, followed a systematic way. It was a series of steps, that followed a typical way of thinking.

When the person first came and asked me to come with him, he asked me to come and look at something with the electrical installation. But he didn’t tell me about what it was, he only said that it was something, but didn’t say what it was. He appealed to my kindness, and used that I had a manner of helping others, who asked me about help. He also understood that I had a forthcoming way of being, which he used in a well thought out way. Already from the first step, it all was something vague. I went together with him, only because I wanted to be kind to him; and that was how he wanted, that this first step should be.

When we reached the corridor outside a door, near to where I worked with some electrician work, three people stood there. They only stood there; they weren’t doing something. When I asked them about what the problem was, they first behaved as if they didn’t understand what I talked about. This was carefully thought out. The person who had asked me to come with him, reacted with a smile, and a clear but measured surprise; and said, yes, what is the problem. A dark‐haired person who stood nearest to me of the three, smiled and answered; oh, that wasn’t something difficult, we managed to put in order by ourselves. It wasen’t anything, he said, and smiled.

The dark‐haired person changed theme. He started to say that they only wanted to talk a little with me. There were different small talk; they only where there because they wanted to talk with med, it was Christmas time, they hadn’t anything especially to do, etc. I took part in this conversation, it was the dark‐haired and I who talked.

The dark‐haired said that the person inside the office wanted to talk with me, and asked me if I wanted to talk with him. I didn’t understand anything, I only wanted to be nice. I answered yes, and thought that I would find out what that person wanted to talk about.

One of the four people opened the door, and asked the person in the office if he could talk with me. He answered yes, and I went into the office.

Inside the office it was some small talk. The person asked if he could offer me something to drink, I answered yes, and he gave me a small glass with soda pop. He didn’t drink something himself. He asked me about my years of growth, both my first five years, and the years after that.

I recognize the pattern in these first steps, in different situations, which have happened afterwards. It isn’t the same, but it is a series of steps in a similar way. Again and again I have been dragged into situations, which change my situation again and again. Sometimes other people first talk to me. Other times I first talk to others. It seems for me, as if the criminals have influenced many people around me, after 1975. A similar pattern of different steps has recurred.

Now I think that the influences of me, much have been built on this first part. To understand that, makes me experience that I have stopped all the influences against me, by understanding how it all began, and by understanding what it was built on. It is as if my kindness more and more should have ruined and changed my situation again and again, more and more. Nothing ended as it started. Nothing became what it seemed to be in the beginning.

In this first part in 1975, I didn’t do all the things they had thought that I would do. I didn’t sit down in the chair. And all of this hasn’t ended as the criminals had thought.

This is a plan by the criminals, which these different people and I haven’t understood. We all have to understand what these criminals’ influences have done with our situations. Either directly, or indirectly, are all people affected by what the criminals have been doing, and we all can start to find out about it.

People who are influenced to have roles in the criminals’ plans, can start to understand and find out about that. Such plans are something they haven’t understood. When we know something, then it is possible for us to do something with what we know.

This is a shortened account. It is also my first thoughts about this. This is something I just now have started to understand. I also had a clear experience of a hindrance against writing about this. But when I started to write, it was easy to write one word after another.

December 10, 2017, David H. Hegg