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125. A silent ending

After the previous text “124. Three movies” March 11, I now get a dim memory about that I can remember a little, about how the criminals started to influence me in 1975. I also get a dim memory about how it finished.

In the end, I lay on my back. I heard different people talking together in the room. I heard they said, that I was sleeping. Because of that, I thought; that then I had to continue letting them believe, that I was sleeping.

I heard that the person, who had influenced me, said that when he hadn’t finished it, then he hadn’t done it correct. The person who sat behind the desk in the beginning, said to him; that that shouldn’t be any problem for him. He should talk to them. He said about me, that I am nothing. This shall go well, he said to the person who had influenced me.

I also remember that they said that word, which describes what they had done. I remember that I thought, that now I know that.

These memories are what I think I can say, that are memories, which I can describe as a dim picture, of what it was that happened just then.

I also think that I from second to second, thought about what I could do with this, in relation to what they said, form second to second. These different sequences disappeared one after another.

When I didn't say anything anymore, I had understood that they wanted to destroy the whole world. That was what became the beginning, of this silent ending. That got me to experience that I had to do all I could manage to do.

When I stood up, and went back to my work, I didn’t remember what had happened. I only remembered that a person had asked me to come and look at something with the electrical installation. When I came to that place, some other people there said that they had fixed it by themselves. There had been a little talk about ordinary things, merely.

March 12, 2017, David H. Hegg