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75. A little detail

The last days, a little detail hasn’t been possible for me, to get out of my mind. I have thought about that this little detail, which I earlier never have thought about; is a little, but decisive factor. It is that I in just a little moment, reacted irrational, in a way I now understand, that I hadn’t done by myself. Therefore, it must be an influence by the criminals. I also have been influenced to not to understand this. This small misreaction was a reaction to something other irrational, which happened. Because of that, it is talk of two irrational details.

Wednesday, January 15, 1986; I went and visited my daughter and her mother at their place, and we talked friendly together. Everything was normal, as it had been for years. When my daughter was with me, at my place four days later, Sunday, January 19, 1986; my daughter’s mother phoned about three o’clock, and asked if she could come and fetch our daughter earlier than planned. Her family had come and visited her. I asked our daughter if she wanted that. She answered no, she didn’t want that. Then I asked our daughter if she would travel earlier to her mother, if she could be more together with me another time. Then she said yes, if she could be more together with me another time, she could travel earlier to her mother. I asked her mother if this agreement was OK, and she answered yes. I also said that our daughter sat and listen to this agreement. So this is something we must take care of that we are doing, I said. Yes, she answered.

At Monday, January 20, 1986; I phoned to my daughter’s mother about four o’clock in the evening, to talk about that our daughter should be more together with me. Then she didn’t say anything, and only put down the receiver.

What I now have thought about; that was an irrational misreaction by me; was, that after that, I started to think that my daughters mother had been afraid of me. But it was no reason for that. Therefor this reaction by me, was an irrational misreaction. That my daughter’s mother put down the receiver, was also an irrational behavior.

This was, that I was influenced to, not to understand what happened. I didn’t start to understand what happened. If I had understood correctly about what happened, then I could have behaved much better. But I understood it wrong.

An influence to understand a situation as this, in a wrong way, is a special influence. I have thought much about how this is, the last two days.

Because I thought my daughter’s mother had been afraid of me, I asked another person to go and say to her, that she didn’t need to be afraid of me. This was also something I was influenced to do. This person was mentally confused and only talked nonsense. I was influenced to not to understand that also. I think this person also must be influenced by the criminals. This became catastrophic.

It was an irrational misreaction by me, that I after my daughter’s mother had put down the receiver, started to think that she had become afraid of me. This must be because of an influence by the criminals, who do crimes against the humans’ minds. Because of this irrational misreaction, I started to think and do everything wrong after that.

It was my daughter’s mother’s family who had influenced her to put down the receiver. If I had understood that, which is correct, then I had thought and done everything in another way.

The father of my daughter’s mother had become afraid of me. I didn’t understand anything about that, because I didn’t have any thoughts about hurting him. That was an irrational misreaction by him. That also had something to do with something which had happened 12 years earlier. The father of my daughter’s mother started to walk about and describe everything wrong about us. He started to say that our daughter was afraid of me, and that she didn’t want to be together with me. He went about and talked about everything of this, as something else than it was.

When I talked with my daughter’s mother Friday, January 31, 1986; she told me that it had been so terrible, when her family was there Sunday, January 19, 1986. She said that they had been too many for her, and that she hadn’t managed to deal with, that they had started to behave so terrible, she said to me.

When I talked with my daughter’s mother Friday, February 7, 1986; she said to me that her father didn’t understand anything about our situation. Her father had at that time, started to dominate everything regarding us and our daughter. She also said that my doctor had been so terrible against her. She didn’t want to talk with her any more.

In this text I only write about how this irrational misreaction by me, is an important influence. There is much more to write about this. When I start to do that, I must write for months. That is very much more than a little text like this.

To show a little more, of how this situation is built up by others, I can mention to typical examples, which shows that. Earlier I had helped both the father of my daughter’s mother, and the person I asked to go and talk to my daughter’s mother. That I had helped them much, earlier; become something I used to put pressure on them, to do something they didn’t want to do, and couldn’t do either. This became two decisive factors in 1986. These two examples are systematically influences, which should become exactly what they became. I think these two factors have influenced both these two people in ways, which undermined their mental conditions. They became driven to something they hadn’t done by themselves, and that undermined their minds in a way they didn’t understand. Both became raving mad. The criminals have use the same method two times. But it is much more than that, to write more about regarding this.

October 25, 2016, David H. Hegg