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Sunday, August 9, 2015

In the last message, August 2, I wrote about Solbergvann (Sun Rock Lake). When I made that text, and during the next day, I got a typical reaction for me. Parts of my thoughts disappeared. It is like pieces of the thoughts fall out, and I do not know about them. This was most appreciable for one day, and lasted for about three days.

After some days, I started to think that I should take a walk to Hauktjern in Østmarka (Hawk Lake in the East Land). This is about one hour and a half to go into the forest, and much longer into the forest than Solbergvann. My daughter, her mother and I, were here on a camping trip in 1976.

Then I thought about that this is something I have been used to. How pieces of my thoughts fall out, is something that typical happens, because I force through barriers in my thoughts. It was not because of Solbergvann, which I at that time wrote about; it was because of Hauktjern, which I not yet had started to think about.

After this walking tour to Hauktjern, things became more orderly I my mind. This is a general state of more order in my mind. And especially I started to think about that the doctor I was in contact with in 1986, got influenced by talking to my friend. Earlier I have thought that the doctor had mixed up this by herself. My friend at that time, only talked mentally deranged nonsense about me. Not a word of it was true. It was him, not me, who talked and talked about such things, again and again and again. But it was me who had got him to begin like that. I only laughed at it. When my doctor said to me that she had talked to my friend, but not said a word about what; I thought she had talked to him about his health problems. To understand that the doctor got influenced by my friend, is a more correct understanding. It is these criminals who use mind control, who have influenced to, how something so messy like that situation, could arise.

Today I also have connected this camping trip to Hauktjern in 1976, to the record 'Min Bul' from 1970 by Terje Rypdal; and the musical piece 'Ved Sørevatn' (By Sout Lake). And a memory image; about that my friend in 1976, said to us that his older brother and his friends also should be there by Hauktjern at the same time. Such a memory image has not happened.

I had recorded this record 'Min Bul' on my tape recorder, one day my friend had been allowed to bring along that record to mi, from his older brother. I became taken up with this record. I have written about this record in Messages 4, Wednesday, October 30, 2013.

This memory image also includes that we heard a woman scream by Hauktjern in 1976, and that I took the knife in my hand, which I wrote about in Messages 2, Saturday, September 7, 2013; and Wednesday, September 11, 2013. But my wife said to me that they only wanted to trick me. And I laid the knife away.

This memory image is just another addition to a succession of many memory images, with the intentions to change my experience of my past. I thought it was very kind of my friend's older brother to let me record his records on my tape recorder, he had many very good records.

I also think that it is these criminals, who use mind control, who have influenced me to take this camping trip to Hauktjern in 1976.

Below there are seven photographs from the same places as on 'Images', 'Photo Album', 'Pictures 37 to 42'. 1. The first photograph is from the same place as on 'Pictures 37 and 38', a place called Sarabråten. 2. The second is between Sarabråten and Hauktjern. Here it is a memorial to the first Norwegian scout leader, and an information sign on a trunk tells that this is a dangerous area. There are high precipices here. 3. The third looks down to the same place as on 'Picture 39', in the middle of the image. 4. The fourth is from southern Hauktjern. 5. The fifth is from the camping ground where we were in 1976, 'Picture 39'. 6. The sixth is the same as on 'Picture 41', taken from the camping ground. 7. The seventh is from the northern part of Hauktjern.

Sarabråten in Østmarka (the East Land). Saturday, August 8, 2015.

The forest path to Hauktjern (Hawk Lake). Saturday, August 8, 2015.

Hauktjern (Hawk Lake) from the west side. Saturday, August 8, 2015.

Southern Hauktjern (Hawk Lake) northward. Saturday, August 8, 2015.

Easterly Hauktjern (Hawk Lake) where we had our camping ground in 1976. Saturday, August 8, 2015

Hauktjern (Hawk Lake) from the east waterside, towards the west side. Saturday, August 8, 2015.

Hauktjern (Hawk Lake) from the east waterside, northward. Saturday, August 8, 2015.

David H. Hegg