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Wednesday, July 9, 2014

After I in the last message, July 7, quoted this from the influence against me in 1976. 'Over there sits the Devil. That one who stands here, is our Lord. And I am a little smart cookie; who have tricked you here, so you fell straight into the trap. And by this, you have now become so afraid, that you ...' Some few words more have come up in my mind. That are these:

'Now your future shall be determined.'

This is a sentence which it seems for me, that have been something I have remembered in an indistinct way for many years. Today I think that this sentence have been just under the surface of my memory, for many years now. I can not remember last time I remembered something about this sentence. I feel that it has been near by my memory for many years now.

I think that this maybe can be something correct. But I can not be sure. I feel that this can be near what is correct.

Her I have a picture of the wallpaper on my computer just these days. It is the piano I got in the beginning of the seventies, it stood in our living room.

It is like these criminals have said to me, that I shall never see that piano again. But here I see the most important part of it every day, at present. I had a trumpet, a violin, a chromatic harmonica, a piano, and other instruments. Both the trumpet and the violin were bought used. Used instruments can be just as good as new. I played much on these instruments. I became really happy about the piano, and I played on it every day. I bought different sheet music and learned to play from them by myself. I also played music I made by myself. I think it is a strong influence towards me, to have this wallpaper on my computer screen. That is an example of what I do to influence myself.

At that time, when I was a teenager; I also went to a shop many times and looked at a Farfisa organ like this.

Sometimes I went to the shop alone; and sometimes also together with my friends. But I never bought one like that. I liked the way the piano sounds.

To find these things back in my memory, makes me feel harmonious and steady.

David H. Hegg